When you have lost a child apart of you goes with them. You really never get that part back but instead fill it with your memories of that child. So this weekend I looked really hard at those memories and it hurt this time more than it usually does. After a while I begin to feel better because I remembered how happy those times were and it is those memories that keep me going and enjoying life.
I am so thankful to have a husband who is there for me. He knows exactly how I feel and he let me cry in his arms. It is so weird that for the last 5 years the day has passed without really remembering and this year it came with such a force it surprised me.
I am feeling so much better today. I am HAPPY
I do not mean to be a downer but I just had to put my feelings out there because I do miss Michelle.
Take Care My Darling Daughter. You are Always With Us. Love You......,,,,,Mom & Dad